Thursday, October 1, 2009
Yadda, Yadda
You would have to choose what was really important, what you really needed to articulate. How much of what you say defines who you are? How do you define yourself when you can’t speak? What are actions without words to back them up?
If you couldn’t speak, would you “choose your words” more carefully?
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Everywhere are Signs
Should you do something simply because you have experienced a sign urging you to? It might just be a coincidence but on the other hand, it could be the reason you take a risk and try something new.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
What on Earth are you thinking?
I find that I spend a lot of time trying to figure out what someone else might be thinking. I would save myself so much time if I just asked them, rather than attempting to speculate.
All it takes is a simple question, “What do you think?”
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Not Dead Yet
As far as I can tell chivalry is not dead. For the most part, men still do open doors for women, allow them to go before them in a line, and on a rare occasions walk on the street-side of the sidewalk (although this might just be a coincidence).
I think the biggest thing that killed chivalry was the women’s lib movement. All of the sudden women decided that they were the same as men, there should be no differences between men and women. Although I do think that all people should be paid the same salary for the same job, regardless of gender or race, this does not mean that it should translate into all aspects of life.
WOMEN ARE DIFFERENT FROM MEN!!!
I don’t know if you have noticed, but it is pretty hard not to. Besides just the physical differences, there are differences emotionally, psychologically, and personality-wise.
I don’t have a solution to this situation and really don’t have an opinion as to if men should or should not be chivalrous. But to my male readers: women do notice!
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
English Class
I read an Emily Dickinson poem for an English class that brought me back to a very specific time in my life. It was as if she could read my mind and felt the same way I did in that situation.
As my professor described the theme, symbolism, rhyme scheme, and rhythm, the poem started to lose some of its initial meaning to me.
Who’s to say which interpretation is correct? There is no way to know what Emily Dickinson was thinking when she wrote it, so who are we to analysis it?
After great pain a formal feeling comes--
The nerves sit ceremonious like tombs;
The stiff Heart questions--was it He that bore?
And yesterday--or centuries before?
The feet, mechanical, go round
A wooden way
Of ground, or air, or ought,
Regardless grown,
A quartz contentment, like a stone.
This is the hour of lead
Remembered if outlived,
As freezing persons recollect the snow
--First chill, then stupor, then the letting go.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Glass Half-Full
When you change your attitude to be more positive, your whole outlook on life changes. It’s fairly easy to always look on the bright side of things. When you are faced with a situation in which you think the outcome might be negative, just think what’s the worst that can happen? Most likely it’s not that bad. Your whole life will not fall apart because of this one thing.;
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
New Beginnings
Can you recognize a new beginning in your life? What changes are you going to make? What goals are you going to set and accomplish?
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Killing me Softly
I have come up with a new strategy for dealing with this type of person. Kill them with kindness. Instead of being mean back to them, go out of your way to do something nice for them. This will do two things. It will first confuse them. “Why are they being nice to me after I was so unpleasant toward them?” The second thing it will do is frustrate them and make them feel guilty.
Killing me Softly
I have come up with a new strategy for dealing with this type of person. Kill them with kindness. Instead of being mean back to them, go out of your way to do something nice for them. This will do two things. It will first confuse them. “Why are they being nice to me after I was so unpleasant toward them?” The second thing it will do is frustrate them and make them feel guilty.
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Read Between the Lines
There are times I think that there is more to what someone is trying to tell me than what they are actually saying. The problem with this is that you have to try to figure out what the subliminal message is. This can lead to misunderstandings, miscommunication, frustration, and confusion.
Why can’t people just say what they mean and mean what they say? Why do we think we have to be secretive and mysterious?
Thursday, August 27, 2009
Don’t You Want Somebody to Love
What do you do if the only person who can give you what you really want, doesn’t want to, or worse, doesn’t even know that they are the one? Should you try to convince them or move on?
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
High Hopes
If you don’t expect anything, you can’t be let down, and if you always set your expectations low, they will almost always be exceeded.
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Dear Diary
When will you know it is the right time to give it to them, or should just hold on to it forever?
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Timing
An object you want right now is not something you need right now and an object you need right now is not always going to be something you want right now.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Political Activism
Remember back to the 1960s? There was a political revolution when the young people of the country realized their citizenry. They become conscious of what was going on in their country and disagreed with it.
To me, it doesn’t matter what side of the political spectrum you are on as long as you care about what is happening and can explain why you think what you do.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Choose Your Own Adventure
Just grab a few friends and a camera, pack a lunch, pick a place on the map, and go. See where the day takes you. Don’t be afraid to try new things. Act like a tourist. Take pictures of anything interesting you see.
Having fun doesn’t have to be expensive or well-planned. All you need to begin our very own adventure is an optimistic, exploratory attitude.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Speak Up
You can use it to speak your mind or you can keep your opinions to yourself. What you have to say is important. There are going to be people who will not want to listen to what you have to say, but that doesn’t make it any less important.
Your voice might be your most valuable tool since it allows you to communicate with the world.
What are you using your voice to say?
Are you using it to help others or hinder them?
Are you encouraging or condescending with what you say?
Are you quicker to offer criticism or praise?
How could you be putting the one voice you are given to better use?
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Never, never, never give up!
However, I believe that there are times when giving up or at least just stopping is the best thing.
If you are in a dead-end job that you hate, give up.
If you are holding on to anger against a person, give up.
When your heart is not in something, give up.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
It’s Too Late to Apologize
I am a firm believer in forgiveness. When you forgive someone, you are not telling them that what they did was right or letting them “off-the-hook” but rather a choice that you must make to let go of any resentment or anger you hold toward that person. When you forgive someone you are making four promises to them. You promise you will not dwell on what he did wrong. You promise you will not bring up this situation and use it against him. You promise you will not talk to others about what he did. You promise you will be friends with him again.
I’d prefer not to go in the details of my personal situation so I make up a similar story instead. Say he had punched me. He made a conscience choice to do something he knew would hurt me. When he apologized he said, “I am sorry you are hurt.” I don’t understand how this is an apology. He is not taking any responsibility for his actions. A better apology in this situation would be, “I am sorry I punched you and you got hurt.” Stated this way I can respond by saying, “I forgive you for punching me.” How am I supposed to forgive with the previous apology, he isn’t apologizing for anything he did merely empathizing with me. I can’t forgive empathy. It may in fact be true that he is sorry that I am hurt, but how I’m a supposed to know if he is sorry that he is the one who hurt me?
When you are apologizing you need to admit what you did was wrong, apologize for how your choice affected the other person, accept the consequences for your wrongdoing without argument or excuses, ask for forgiveness, and alter your choices in the future.
I have since forgiven this person and the whole situation has been resolved.
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Change, Can You Believe It?
This country is changing. It is becoming something that I, personally, didn’t vote for. In fact, I don’t believe that a majority of those who voted for President Obama wished to see their country “change” this much. It angers me to see how the media fawns over President Obama, so much so that ABC devoted 48 straight hours of programming to broadcast his plan for health care. Forty-eight hours straight without a single dissenting opinion. That is clearly not America. As a Conservative, I believe in the power of the American citizen that is granted to the government in order to run the country, not given in order to rule and change it. President Obama was voted into office as a steward to oversee and uphold the Constitution according to its laws, not as a king to make changes as he sees fit.
Many people are confused by what or whom a Conservative is. Our beliefs are not widely known. I will draw upon the words of another Conservative, one that is much more prominent (and controversial) than I. In his “First National Address” at CPAC 2009, Mr. Rush Limbaugh defined who we are as Conservatives.
“Let me tell you who we Conservatives are: We love people. When we look out over the United States of America, when we are anywhere, when we see a group of people…we see Americans. We see human beings. We don't see groups. We don't see victims. We don't see people we want to exploit. What we see is potential. We do not look out across the country and see the average American, the person that makes this country work. We do not see that person with contempt. We don't think that person doesn't have what it takes. We believe that person can be the best he or she wants to be if certain things are just removed from their path like onerous taxes, regulations and too much government. We want every American to be the best he or she chooses to be. We recognize that we are all individuals. We love and revere our founding documents, the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence. We believe that the preamble to the Constitution contains an inarguable truth that we are all endowed by our creator with certain inalienable rights, among them Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Happiness. We Conservatives think all three are under assault.”
In a conversation I had with a good friend who is extremely liberal, she expressed her desire for America to be more like Europe. She was blinded by Europe’s “social care” for all members of society. She pined over how universal heath care is the solution to the “crisis” in the United States. I was shocked. While I firmly believe that she is entitled to her opinion, I couldn’t fathom the fact that she wanted America to change. What would our motivation to change be? Europe sends their best and their brightest to the United States to be educated. Europe sends their sick and injured to the United States to be healed. Europe collects 60% of an individual’s wealth and distributes it to those who makes less than they do. Why would we want to be like Europe when Europe clearly wishes they could be more like us?
Coincidentally, on Rush Limbaugh’s weekly radio program, he provided an astute review of why America is different from Europe and other societies as well as the reason we shouldn’t change. From his program aired Friday July 24, 2009:
“Go throughout history, look at the world today, and count up the nations that are truly free. We aren't as free as we used to be, but all over the world, totalitarian regimes rule. In China, in South America, Latin America and even in the industrialized western socialist democracies you still have socialism. You still have people who have sacrificed their own freedom and liberty for what they think is a little security when they actually have none without us defending them. The history of human beings on this planet is murder, tyranny, dictatorship, dungeons, and prisons. That's not the history of this country, but there have been people throughout this nation's existence who have wanted to turn this country into a typical country in the world. Just because they're born here, and just because they're Americans, doesn't mean that they're any different from tyrants and dictators who have lived and ruled in other countries because that mind-set is as universal in human beings, regardless of nation boundaries, as it is for other people that demand and want freedom.”
America was created as a land for the people that demand freedom. So much so that it was embedded into our founding documents. These documents clearly outline exactly what each part of government is in charge of. It instructs how the Executive, Legislative and Judicial branches should balance each other out. It clearly separates the power that the Federal government has and defers all other power to the states. Much of this new legislation bends and breaks the ideals and rules that this country was built upon. Soon we may be told what doctor we can see and how we can be treated. Soon we could be told what car we can drive and what color it can be. This treads on the very Life, Liberty and Pursuit of Happiness that granted to every American citizen! This country is changing, and I don’t like it.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Adulthood
Is it when you reach a certian age, like 16, 18, or 20?
Is it when you get a job and can support yourself financially?
Is it when you move out of your parents' house and begin living on your own?
Is it when you get married or have your own family?
Sometimes I have to stop and remind myself that I am not 14 years old anymore. I am an adult even though I may not feel like I am.
To me being an adult means more then not being a child anymore, I just can't figure out what exactly it is that it means.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
The Power of a Moment
Once a moment passes, there is no going back. You can't change you mind after the fact. A moment is a very powerful thing.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Second Chances Don’t Come Easy
Does it go both ways? Do you give the people in your life second chances? One of the best gifts you can give to someone is a second opportunity and it’s absolutely free.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Dream a Little Dream
I’ve had some really weird dreams. Dreams in which I am pregnant (which is impossible because I don’t have a “special someone” in my life), dreams where I am smoking cigarettes (something I find repulsive), and dreams where I am in strange situations with the people in my life. What do these dreams mean?
Are dreams predictions of the future?
Do dreams show us what our subconscious is trying to tell us?
Or do we dream to exercise the synapses between brain cells?
Can dreams teach us things about ourselves that we are unaware of?
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Rewind
Everybody makes mistakes. As a human being it is a basic requirement to make mistakes. It is virtually impossible to be perfect and be human.
There is nothing wrong with making mistakes. Often what may seem like a mistake at the time will turn into something positive in the future.
Don’t be afraid to make a mistake unless it is the same one twice.
However, there may be one mistake in your life that you wish you could take back. Words your wish hadn’t pashed your lips. Actions you wish you hadn’t done. What is the one thing you wish you could retract? If you could go back in time, what would you redo?
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Living in the Future
People spend a lot of time planning out their future. They think about what they are going to do, what job they are going to have, where they are going to live, what car they are going to drive, whether or not they are going to get married and have a family, and how to save money for retirement.
I’m not saying that planning ahead and being prepared is a bad thing because it not. But there comes a point when you need to stop planning your life and start living it.
How much of the present are we wasting by thinking about the future?
Friday, July 3, 2009
If I Were King of the Forest
Courage is disregarding logic. It’s ignoring the questions “Are you sure?” and “Isn’t this crazy?” Courage is throwing concerns such as “The timing isn’t right,” You don’t have adequate experience,” and “You aren’t educated enough” to the way side.
Courage is not letting anything hold you back from making your wildest dreams come true.
Courage is doing something that’s never been done before.
Courage means having no fear of failure.
What is that you’ve always wanted to do? What is stopping you?
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
You Don’t Know What You Got Till It’s Gone.
Once we lose something, how do we get it back? More importantly, how can we learn to live without it if there is no chance of it returning?
We need to appreciate what we do have and focus less on what we don’t have.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The End of the World as We Know It
What is the meaning of this? Is Hollywood trying to convince people that the world is near its end? Why are people so interested in the destruction of their planet?
I don’t know about you, but I don’t want my planet to be destroyed.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For.
Thursday, June 18, 2009
You Can't Always Get What You Want
But once you get what you want have always wanted, will you still want it? Or did you spend so much time and effort wanting it and idealizing it and scheming about how to get it that when you finally do get it, it doesn't live up to your expectations?
And did you ever really want it in the first place? Was the act of wanting it enough?
Are we obsessed with what we want or are we obessessed with wanting?
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
I Was Born Ready.
Then when you are ready for it, really longing for it, it’s too late.
Why weren’t you ready when it was being given to you, when you held it in your hands, before you gave it back perhaps forever?
When does it become too late to change your mind and go back?
"Only Human" Jon McLaughlin
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bxPQeujHjIE
"Can you tell me how we got in this situation,
I can’t seem to get you off my mind,
all these ups and downs,
they trip up our good intentions,
nobody said this was an easy ride.
After all we’re only human,
always fighting what we’re feeling,
hurt instead of healing."
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Two Sides
The story has always been told from Dorothy’s perspective. She views Glinda as the “good witch” and the Wicked Witch of the West as evil. However, when the story is told from the Wicked Witch’s perspective, we see the story completely differently. The Wicked Witch is not actually wicked at all and Glinda isn’t actually good. When you hear more than one person’s perspective on a situation, you can get closer to knowing what really happened. From now on whenever someone tells you something that happened to them, just remember, there are two sides to every story and then there’s the truth.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Cry Me a River
As a result of this I began thinking about the topic of crying. I wondered why guys don't like to cry or why they don't think it is okay to cry.
I talked to one of my guy friends about this and he said,” I think guys don't think its okay to cry, we believe it shows weakness to others. It might depend on each person. Maybe they don't get easily emotionally moved. Maybe they have built up a strong armor to protect themselves. Maybe it’s because they need to put on a show for others.”
I still have to wonder why? Is it because society tells us that it’s not manly to cry? In my opinion, a guy who is confident enough in their manhood to tear up and cry on occasion is more “manly” then a guy who refuses to cry because he is afraid of what others will think of him or thinks that it will show that he is somehow weak. To me, crying shows that you can feel, not that you are weak.
Friday, June 5, 2009
My {Summer} Resolutions
When making your resolutions pick something fun that won’t be a chore to complete or that has an end result that you can enjoy. Remember if you fulfill your summer resolution, you’re rewarded. But if you don’t, you won’t face any real penalty or be dragged down by a sense of failure.
5 Resolution Ideas
1. Take a dance lesson or anything you’ve been interested in learning.
2. Make a book of family recipes or family stories. Try to get one from each family member or write down one of your own each week.
3. Go for a walk with a friend once a week.
4. Sample ice cream. Treat yourself to a different flavor each week.
5. Get out once a week to a farmer’s market, outdoor concert, or movie.
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Underwear: The Unseen Story
Many of my friends say they like “knowing” what underwear they have on. What does just the knowledge of the underwear you have on give you a sense of?
Friday, May 29, 2009
Governor's Island
Most days we traveled around the lake by boat. I passed by this one island with homes all in the multi-millions on it. All the houses and boats and cars on just this one island could be valued at over 1 billion dollars. It got me thinking. What if all that money had been spent on something else? What problems in the world could that money have been used to fix? World hunger? Cancer? Poverty?
Monday, May 18, 2009
Finals...Finally
Sunday, May 17, 2009
…tion
I am definitely one of these people, but I try desperately not to be. I just find so many other things to do prior to doing me work. I first need to make a list of all the things I need to accomplish. Then I need to organize my work area. I, then, need to get a snack and a drink. But why not get your work done now and do what you’d like once you’re finished? How can we stop the cycle of procrastination and increase our productivity?
Saturday, May 16, 2009
A Date for the Prom
Girls spend weeks and weeks stressing over thier date for prom in a time my friend affectionately dubbed "Prom Date Hunting Season." They have this picture in their mind of a perfect night in a beautiful dress with a charming young man.
At my high school's walk-in today I witnessed two exceptions to the "prom date" rule. First I saw two best friends who were either unable to get dates or didn't want them in the first place, walk together, looking as those they were thoroughly enjoying themselves and having no pressure of entertaining a date for the night. In addtion, I saw one boy walk with twice, once with his actual date and the second time with another female friend who was unable to get a date.
Why do we worry and stress over one night? We should care less about what others think about our choice in prom date or lack of prom date and more about what will make us happy.
Friday, May 15, 2009
Self-analysis
After a life changing event, we tend to reevaluate our lives and make changes. Good can come from bad situations. Growth and development help us to become better versions of ourselves.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Sentimental Value
At this point in my life, I don’t have anything that holds any extreme sentimental value. However if I had to pick an object that holds a lot of memories for me, it would be my backpack. I got this backpack at the beginning of seventh grade after going through five backpacks in sixth grade. This backpack has gotten me through junior high, high school, and two years of college, in addition to traveling with me to Bulgaria and South Africa. This backpack has been with me through at lot. It’s not something I immediately think of when I look back on my life, but when I consider it, it has always been there for me carry my stuff.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
Discarded Futons
Monday, May 11, 2009
In response to Mother’s Day Everyday
The key to this is you don’t have to be the ideal man for all women; you just need to be your woman’s ideal man.
Although the definition of ideal is “existing only in the imagination; not real or actual” so maybe I am just crazy for thinking that someone would ever want to make another person happy out of nothing more then mutual love.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mother’s Day Everyday
At church this morning, my pastor told us the story of the first mother’s day with his firstborn child. As the day went on his wife grew sadder. When he inquired as to why she was upset, she informed him that he had forgotten that it was mother’s day. To which he replied, “You’re not my mother.” Needless to say that was the last mother’s day in which he did not get his wife a gift.
This has gotten me thinking about how certain men treat their wives and the mothers of their children.
On mother’s day, the women in our lives deserve extra special treatment. But how much different should that be then every other day?
I believe that husbands should go out of their way to make everyday special for their wives. If you know your wife is having a particularly hard week, buy her a small bouquet of flowers. If you know that she has been stressed out, treat her to a manicure. If she is harried after running after the kids, give her a break by taking them out for a couple hours while she relaxes. Maybe rent her favorite movie and have a “movie date” after the kids are in bed. Help her out with the chores around the house without being asked. And most important, complement them. Women are meant to be loved and adored.
Maybe I’m just a romantic or maybe I just think that the most important women in our lives deserve more.
Saturday, May 9, 2009
Parental Control
Friday, May 8, 2009
What's Your Confidence Theory?
Confidence is knowing who you are and being happy about it.
Confidence is not working toward perfection; it is working toward being the best possible version of yourself.
Confidence is knowing that no matter what another person may say or do to you, it won’t effect who you are. Even if someone hurts you in the worst possible way, confidence is knowing that you can forgive. It doesn’t mean you have to get rid of your feelings, just that you can still continue to live your life despite what you’ve been through.
Confidence is knowing that whatever life throws your way, you can handle it.Confidence is knowing that only person whose opinion truly matters is your own.
Confidence is trying something new and different.
Confidence isn’t taking the easy way out of a situation; it’s taking the best way.
Confidence isn’t thinking that you are better then everyone else but rather knowing that every single person has value.
Confidence is knowing that you have worth and that you deserve the best that life has to offer. Most of all confidence is knowing that you are free to be you!
Inspired by an article on Soulpancake.com by Chris Hardwick.
http://www.soulpancake.com/view_post/270434/whats-your-confidence-theory.html/